I never knew I had someone that was seriously caring and looking after me,
It's not that I didn't want to know,
It's that- I really didn't know until I made a huge mistake.
It feels so weird.. It's hard for me to get used to it..
I honestly didn't know my brother cared...
Maybe I am Naive after all.
I really didn't know... I really didn't, and all I can ask for right now is either a time machine or another chance.
I. Have. Dissapointed. Him.&
I. Have. Dissapointed. Myself.
Forgives or not,
After this slip-
I have learned my damn lesson.