It suddenly hits me

Gotta stop trying to live a perfect life,

Just allow yourself to let life happen naturally,

With you trying to force something out,

It just might suddenly hit the wrong way,

So, just like you breathe; Like sometimes it may be rough,

and sometimes it may be slow,

so just go,

& as you live this one life you have,

try to enjoy it,

don't try to destroy it.

(- Took that picture when I got home from The supermarket haha. I felt this random energy in me, I felt like I just wanted to make something out of it)

Inspiration

I've been shrouded in my own shadow not at all to take any follows,
My voice was doused by silence,
I was thought to be over with and thrown.
When I needed light,
dark only reached,
When I needed a leader,
and when I needed a prayer,
I've too far underestimated myself
and thought as if too inept.
But when someone walks into that
broken door of yours,
lightens up the dark,
and shortens your shadows,
that's when you know you found an inspiration.
When he walks in bright from dark,
Where your eyes squint, and your browns pull together
By your feet, and pulls by your hand,
for once, open your heart and take that hand..

-

Out from hiding underneath

to out shinning within.

Excel beauty and compassion

Believe, hard stones into Crystal dust.

Grow into a flower

and scent into a rose.

Grow above the old castle

and see what you've not already seen.

Believe you can

Believe you will

everything you have now matters in your own hands

Anything you chose to do now

will be the cast to the broken.

Hear no one

Fear no one

Chin up high

back up straight.

Eye contact no one

and proceed with your dreams.

The world owes you one.

random

my halo shattered

and my wings folded,

All I'm left with

are these feathers shedding.

I'm sitting walking

like nothing went wrong,

still breathing

the same air down my lungs.

I still hear the same old laughter at the back of my head

and a little chatter

like birds chipper.

The ground is still steady

and the weather is still chill,

I guess this means

that nothing went wrong.

The airplane is still flying in the sky

and the flowers are still blooming outside

and all I'm left with

is this urge in the middle of my chest

soon about hatch from its long winter sleep.

Present, future

Tomorrow
I would like to wake up on a king size bed
wrapped around in my blankets with breakfast in bed.
I want to be able to look outside from my room and see the oceans and the mountains
I want to see the sun high in the sky
being the first to greet me hi
I want the clouds to be my curtains
and the birds to be my eyes
I want to be able to walk out onto my balcony
and reach out to the sky
I want to see people laying on the sand
hearing there laughter's sounding like chants
In the afternoon i would like to go out with my girlfriends
and have a long chat
just about the life's that we used to have.
Knowing that
all that tears has finally paid off
and all that sweat has finally dried off
I want my past to be something I can look back to,
not something that I can relate to.
It's so hard for me to be who I am
when I'm so far from home
in the other side of land
But I really have no choice, do I?
All i can do is accept it and go on
which is really sad
But in the future
my present will be the past
that I KNOW I can look back on
and a past that I wont be able to compare from now
because I know I'll be living the life
that I've once dreamt of in the past
which will me my present
in the future from now on.

Blemish

70% of my body contains mistake & 30% of my body leads to courage.
Courage to make mistakes.
I've had my face slammed on the glass door over a hundred times, and I'm still here, making the same mistakes over and over again.
I've been afraid to raise my voice and point to the direction i wanted to go, because i was afraid of leading the wrong direction.
I've watched wrong things being done, but i was indolence to stop it.
I tried to be a good influence but, letting my words control over my actions has made it blemish.
But at the end, it doesn't matter about how many flaws you're able to own up to-
At the end, it doesn't matter about what you want to change
What matters is that, you have to be the change you wish to see
Flaws are imperfect beauties
and imperfect things can be changed.

thoughts.

Your thoughts are the only thing that controls your day...
So here's a forumla for a better day : Think positive, be wise.

hmm

I remember my language art's teacher asking me

"What is at the end of the rainbow?"
and i answered, "A pot of gold!"
And she got down to my level and whispered, "There is no end."

Do you see that? Santa Monica Pier? That was like my second home. I rode every single ride on that pier. I entered every corners and stores in that Pier. I've played every single games on that Pier. And I've left every scattered pieces of my heart on that pier










It would be so amazing if i could just photoshop my world.







I would LOVE to just jump into that field of Sunflowers. I wouldn't be afraid if I get lost; because the sunflowers will whisper me to the way out.

Wow, look at that. They are waiting for me.
:D


Well, I hope you enjoyed those random Photos I found on the Internet. Ha ha.
Earlier today, I've ordered some "practice text books" for Math-geometry-whateves & Language arts. I don't want to fall back on those subject since I won't be publicly learning them anymore. It's better off to put effort in those then none at all:) Oh and I ordered the book "The giver." It's sad that we don't have American books here in Korean libraries...
<3>aha.