She just wants to

I just wants to jump out the window and just breathe out loud for once.

Maybe the wings will start to crisp out before I hit the ground-

I just want to escape from everything and everyone just for a moment-

To listen tothe stars for once and watch where their trying to guide me to;

because from my view, these stars are never in sight.

They never invite.

As the stars begans to chase after my toes,

I just want to feel the breeze circulating my body like a small tornado.

I want to look down onto the city for once,

because that is all I look up to everyday-

I literally just want to feel the indisputable feeling of liberty,

and as I do that,

get a glimpse of the world I'm always dreaming for-

So that,

I would stop having to wake up every morning,

feeling tired of life.

You raise me up

I'd really like to meet this woman.
I'd really like to learn from his woman.
I'd really like to hear from his woman.
I'd really like to gain strength from this woman.
I'd really like to see what this woman had changed.
I'd really like to take the beginning footsteps of her early stars.
I'd really like to be like her.
I'd really like to meet my hero.

She is so intelligent. I know there still lies millions of miles for me to even catch up to her first steps, but I'm going to get there. She inspires me so much everyday to live a better life-- Wise choices, true answers-

I irrevocably respect her from in and out.

the road

Yes, you do see what i see.

An emptied road under hope.

From walking for miles and miles

climbing over the hills,

swimming across oceans,

jumping to the top of the mountains,

and after all that time

I still found no end.

I took a seat on the sweltering concrete ground

under the cloudless sky,

as the sun aims straight for my face.

My eyes squint, burning for hope-

I keep trying to fight the light

but I had no right.

The level I saw

in the road that last,

I saw nothing but a straight line.

I shook the dirt off my pants

quickly standing on my feet.

My hands are locked and my eyes are shut

I think nothing but the end,

hope nothing but the end,

and picture nothing but the end.

I prayed in the daylight,

in the middle of nowhere,

just me and this road,

just the two of us,

solid and hard.

I turn my head to the East and i see nobody by my side.

I turn my head to the West, still nobody in sight.

So I turn my head to the north, breathe in that they call pride.

Right when I'm about to take my next step to end,

i collapse like two buildings,

solidly falling into one.

My knee catches my body,

as my hands slam hard to stop my body.

The sun is now in the South,

standing behind me and I don't know why.

I look at my feet and my eyes blinds from light.

The road transformed into the most beautiful diamonds

that was never to be craved out from the ground.

The wind raised me back up,

on my feet, steady.

And the only thing that was going through my head now was that,

I wouldn't ever want to stop walking, on this road.

There won't be a day...

There won't be a day for me to not think about the past. Not a day wanting to go back if i can. It makes me so mad that I can't feel anything of that anymore- or yet. Stepping on the gums on the street, feels so different from stepping it here, it's upsetting. Waking up in the morning, melting under the blazing sun, it's different from here to there. The second I lay on my bed- the comfort isn't there. The moment I walk into my house, feels like I'm in hell. Looking in my mom's eyes- lost hope. I look in the mirror and I see lost soul. When opened my mouth and speak stupidity. When close my mouth and speak intelligently. When I talk back to people, I want to be able to say "Because, It's a free Country." When I look up at people, I want to feel special and inspired. When I speak up for people, I want to feel listened and respected. Not a day without wondering if I will make it. Because of the underestimate of where I'm from and who I am.

:)

My life is about , inspiration, perspiration, and dedication.
Inspired to keep writing and moving forward.
Perspired from motivation , declaration
and dedicated to be the best for others.
I will keep going with my journey to reach my dreams, no matter how high that mountain is because i know that, that isn't the only mountain to climb.
I will keep seeking for my destiny because i know I might not make it for sure.
I will not keep dreaming because dreamers never catch their dreams. You have to wake up from them.
My life is about, love, hate, and care.
Loved, because i was cared.
Hated, because I dropped out of the land of dreaming.
Cared, because i was loved.
The rainy days may not be gone, but i will see through the rain.
The mountains still might be high but I will find my way.
I will keep on running on this road to seize the dreams.
I will show the world that no one has expected to see in the little ol' me.
I will let the little stars in the sky to be my guide to the gate.
I will be honest, i'll be making quick stops- but not long.
But I won't let the clouds be mugged on my way.

Magical Kingdom

Before I die, i got to witness- discover the magical kingdom. I believe so, there is. I believe that there is river of aurora waiting there for you to follow to the magical kingdom. Stallions guarding the Golden Door with golden knights. In a universe opaque with clouds and rainbows shedding snow. A kingdom over the seas and under the clouds. A world with peace and love.
The Aurora river guiding you to the path of the dreams.
Oh spare with me, take me up high, live in me.
Come out of hiding and come in from shinning, We've all been waiting for you.
Prove that you're not a fairy tale, Prove that your a streaming light.
The melody of the river swiftly flowing across universe. The drop of water i hear from a big stormy rain. Come visit before twilight. Come visit before dawn.
Prove to us your not a fairy tale, prove to us you just don't exist in dreams. Be the flame of our conflagration.

10 years from now

10 years from now,
i will have a life. A life of my own. A life i will own.
10 years from now,
I will be somewhere else. far far from my house. steps and steps away from my mom.
10 years from now.
My goals will be achieved. My dreams will come true. My life will change.
10 years from now,
i see a bright light. A bright sign that says, ENTER.
10 years from now,
I wont be a kid. I won't need a thing. I won't break the key.
10 years from now,
i'd been educated from my regrets. I'd been remembered. I'd been dreamed of.
10 years from now.
The world would change. The chances will be greater. The voices will be heard.
10 years from now,
i'm going to meet new people. I'm going to experience new things. I'm going to discover new dreams.
10 years from now,
i will be writing in the city of New York, watching the rain fall from my view.
I will be giving more chances, the chances i've never even gotten.
I will be the listener, person they can speak to.
10 years from now,
i will make money. I will dream bigger. I will be the winner.
10 years from now,
i will make my mom queen. I will give twice as much she's givin me. I will repay to those who changed me.
10 years from now.
I will be happy. I will be the sorry
10 years from now,
This world wont be the change. We will.
10 years from now,
This world wont stand still, and neither would we.