Paper

Sitting in the back of the class,

desperately waiting for some attention in the middle of his lectures.

Yawning and stretching, i always do

My eyes keeps hiding from the words

i cannot do.

I try and try to stay awake

i try and try to listen away---

but everytime my eyes catches an empty paper

my hands seek far north, filling the lines.

It's not an habit, nor addiction.

It's my life, and its what I do.

My teacher starts to walk over,

accusing me of doing something else unnecessary in his class-

he takes the paper as it cries for me while it leaves in his hands.

She's crying loud

screaming out,

the paper is wet

from her invisible tears.

I grimace at the teacher

cluing him with wrong.

As he proceeds, i see another paper

just freshly ripped out.

I reach for it again

and start again

Sunset Bridge.

Meeting him was fate, being friends with him was a choice, but falling in love with him was something i had absolute no control over- Lydia Evans.

I have finally found a title for my book. Sunset Bridge. I will most definitely post a mini-synopsis sooner this week(:
I love the burning colors of the photograph.

query letters.

So, today i just found out that I was ready to send in some bunch of query letters to an publishing agency in New York! Thanks to Penny(: This is interesting because i don't think I've ever felt this passionate about anything before. I kinda really like this feeling. I feel like jumping off of my chair and just flying to the next building. But at the same time it's so nerve racking, stressing, pressurized- because i need a way to literally drag the agent's faces onto the paper. Something "catchy." This is all so new to me. Just like a baby's first step- and look where I am now. I've been editing all day long! I read the first four chapters over 10 times, I think? I regret for not reading as much as I was forced to when i was younger. I hated reading- yet I loved to write. Isn't that kind of a mix match? Well, right now I've saved up a little bit over a hundred dollars! (for my camera) and i can't believe it haha. Now i need 13 more of those hundreds and it would all be good.... but now that i think about it. I can wait for that... Why can't i just buy more books with these? I think it's a good idea... So, any recommendations?! For a teenager. I don't like "drama". I like action. Complexity. Sad. Tears. Dark, whateves! Recommend me of some of your favorites! But not like really hard ones... ha ha, I'm just now a beginner to this book worm world :) Thanks!