Thursday, May 19, 2011
because. (question)17 Y.O
because I'm having to fight every minute of that morning to wake up,
because I'm trying to forget who I was and trying to tell myself- who I am,
because I'm tired of being underestimated,
Because I hate my thoughts being envaded,
Because I hate that I am just naive,
Because the fact that I'm too young for everything,
Because I'm tired of telling myself that I matter,
Because I'm getting tired of telling myself I'm wise,
Because I'm tired of telling myself, I can,
Because I'm soon to the point where I'm about to collapse,
Because, I envy no one but my imagination.
I am at the point where I just want to break down and cry.
Where I want to stop questioning myself and to stop vacillating every moment I get to myself.
Why isn't the person that is closest to me most can't see what I see in myself?
Why is she always the one bringing me down?
Why do I not see her in my future?
Maybe this is why.
I really want to break down and cry.
Thats all I want to do.
Is anyone out there who will offer their time to listen to my pointless stories?,
+ Don't think. One wish this right moment?