Remember when they'd say that family would never betray you? Well, I really don't know where I picked that up from but, Hello :) My family (brother) bailed on me..(I think)
So. My dreams of going to film school this year, living with my brother, starting a new stiff and strong future,- getting to know family has all dissapeared tonight.
Long story But I'm going to keep it short.
Oh, hows my heart, you ask?
Fragile... Very.. Anything right now can burst a water fall out of my eyes but I am trying every hard to hold it in. Very hard. But I know I'll make it through this night..^^
-You know the picture above. The second I've read it..I realized that I've been praying for the wrong one. Maybe this is why I'm fighting my battles everyday every night..
I've been praying for too much courage.. When , right now I should really be asking for favors..
So tonight, there will be a change in my prayers.
ha.. Tough night. But I'm going to stay strong.
I'm sorry for all of this crap these days. But thank you for your comment-and your time to read this.
But I'd really like a favor for you guys.
For the ones that don't comment on my posts but reads them..
Just for today, for a short second. If it isn't too much- add me in your prayers. Please.
For a better future and the right opportunity- and the right road to my right path.
And for me to, get over whatevers been going on- forget everything and no longer open my mind and heart too easily to people. Family or not, help me make the right decisions..
hah.. Thank you.. xo