As I heavily move to my bed, thoughtless
I allow the rain to company me through the opened window,
With rthythmic beats, my pulse begins to beat
My body crunches together like an unborn baby,
Trying to swallow the pain I feel hard across my chest
I grab the colar of my shirt, pulling myself closer to myself
as I start to pestle my chest- lighter than a drum
I lay there, alive
It didn't really feel like I was alive.
Every time I tried to swallow the pain and craw back into my shadow,
I don't know where,
but I just keep falling...
right into the light.