Monday, March 9, 2009

long night

I think this is the longest night I haven't had in a while.
I've been sitting on the edge of my bed, thinking for over an hour....
of the things i wanted,
the things i needed,
the things i hated,
the things i loved---
and i realized, there was no end
so i shook myself up- reminding myself to step out of it,
i was falling too deep...
And then I got back on here, trying to write about the specific things of each topic- but i just couldn't. I can't.
I've already deleted a whole paragraph of the things i was thinking about, labeled under, 'wanted,' when i was thinking back on my bed But, it was getting too damn long- eternally..
Ah, crap.
What a life.

3 comments:

Lea said...

=) Life is really like that!
Just got to live it.
You're young ... step out of that kind of moments!

&(^_^)& Lea

Audrey said...

Hailey, when the time is right for you, please write your "Wanted" list on here. I think that it would be good for you, as well as for all of us!
xoxoxo

Natalie said...

Hang in there sweetie, sleep is paramount to staying on top of things.x