Monday, March 9, 2009

long night

I think this is the longest night I haven't had in a while.
I've been sitting on the edge of my bed, thinking for over an hour....
of the things i wanted,
the things i needed,
the things i hated,
the things i loved---
and i realized, there was no end
so i shook myself up- reminding myself to step out of it,
i was falling too deep...
And then I got back on here, trying to write about the specific things of each topic- but i just couldn't. I can't.
I've already deleted a whole paragraph of the things i was thinking about, labeled under, 'wanted,' when i was thinking back on my bed But, it was getting too damn long- eternally..
Ah, crap.
What a life.


Lea said...

=) Life is really like that!
Just got to live it.
You're young ... step out of that kind of moments!

&(^_^)& Lea

Anonymous said...

Hailey, when the time is right for you, please write your "Wanted" list on here. I think that it would be good for you, as well as for all of us!

Natalie said...

Hang in there sweetie, sleep is paramount to staying on top of things.x