Phoenix Sunrise.

 

Because now we have awaken the Phoenix,

we just wait and see who's next,

Now that it's flying far west,

we are awaken from the hex,
this day foward- there shall be no rest,
and remember,
this will be the day we step from our nests,

and we no longer need to pretend

and blend into the colors we can't shed.

 + Saturday. 8/6/11
Sunrise.

+ Do you see the phoenix?
Do you see the bird- with it's wings spread flying towards the phoenix?

The sky inspires me a lot.
And I when I took this shots- my arms were literally shaking..
How can people not believe in GOD when they see this..

xo



Fly. 17 Y.O naive

I remind myself that I'm almost legal
So I looked up into the sky and drew an eagle-
and I can only dream what it's like to see such evil
the battles we bust ourselves for-
Just for; justice and equal,
Although my actions may be illegal
I promise you I'm not bit evil.

Still holding onto strife
as I continue to listen to the lyricless life-
taking pictures of my next 10 years of life
I stop and take a breath-
Look around and theres no one left
solving these equations into quotations
and I start to pick up pieces
while everyone starts to leave us.

skies

Someday I'll learn to soar with my own wings
To my own dreams
Away from the broken
and away from the weaken
futher with resistance
Where the stroms will guide
Far out, I will glide
With clouds, they will lead
Where I'll no longer mourne

I look back..

"The clouds were like pink cotton candies from the sunset,
except it was too far high to reach from this blare.. "

I was reading my old post and realized that ,

I miss the way I used to write.

Effortlessly, endlessly. Limitlessly.

Realize..

I've never thought about the people I've hurt,
Just always the one that hurt me,
Never thought about the people I've left,
Just always the ones that left me,
Ever about the people I've betrayed,
Always the ones that betrayed me,
Always thought about the ones they did wrong,
And never confronted mine,
Why is it that I relized now,
On the front step of my house,
Is it the dark earthy sky that is giving me time to concieve,
about the dozens I have done wrong,
And never about me..
As I am sixteen,
But It feels like I've already lived more than half of my life years,
Maybe it's just the difficulties,
Thats only made me feel this way,
Further more,
I know I'll meet light,
I visualize my soon-to-be present,
But I have to admit,
That the way there is pretty opaque,
I not only believe, but I see the soon-to-be future,
lieing so close to my toes,
Closer than feet,
tipping over the edge of the water

A little...

A little scared to move on.

A little afraid of knowing how fast i've grown

A little tired of all the bullshit I've had to go through.

A little tired of wanting things I can't have.

A little pissed off from my own values.

A little bored of my own life.

A little confused of destiny.

A little emptied in heart.

A little tired of bitching about my life.

A little disappointed about my choices.

A little ashamed of raising my voice.

A little misunderstood by the people around me.

A little scared to close my eyes.

A little scared of the visions of the life in my head.

Dear World,

Dear World,
Another useless day has fallen by.
I sat still here watching the time pass by.
The ticking was all i heard, from every space, opened and closed.
I shed some tears but i whipped them right away, because
I didn't want to prove that I'm weak in any way.
Sometimes i feel so dark, so trapped and wound, like no body's there watching me down.
What should i do? Find someone new? But that's not my choice, it's the angle's above.
If you get the chance, ask them for plans, because i really need a new one- plan B isn't working.
You know what would be nice? A ticket to New York, where i can meet all the writers all in one room.
I wanna fly above the dark sea, just for some advice,
that can help me through the day with just the right keys.
It's hard to believe that I'm not the only one,
I wonder what other's did wrong.
My life is irrevocably difficult, and i really hate that
why cant somebody just understand.
maybe because young but that doesn't matter,
I've witnessed twice as much as anyone before.
I hate this, don't we all? I need a solution, like a really big hero.
I need a shoulder to soak my tears, because i promised this world that i was fierce.
Oh, no then, i sould ruin your shirt.
I'm sorry world, i confess- I'm not who you think and you should know that.
You're probably hurt as much as i, but with a billion more scars than I have now.
So here's to a new day, let's be friends. I promise not to hurt you only if you don't hurt me.

Simple.

The beauty of life is that, it forms itself. The things we discover is what makes it.
Like learning a new word or noticing something you've never have before. The lack of caring of my surrounding and the lack of caring for my own life- Kinda hard to keep on one line. The sky was real blue today. Bluer than the deep blue sea. The clouds looked like pink Cotton candies by the time of five. Less people crowded on the streets-home, accompanied surrounded by happiness.
So i was riding home in the bus, watching the melted cotton candy clouds burning pink and purple and sitting there realizing how simply beautiful that is. Unbelievably beautiful. How i wish to stand on the other side of that. Oh, how i wish to sleep on top of that. Oh, how i wish to watch from above that. Oh, how i wish i can just vanish upon that.
As soon as i got off the bus, i saw a star- but it was different this time. This star has been seeking me for almost some weeks now. Same star in the same angle and spot. Along with that; the three brothers- the 3 stars following in the same angle and spot. Oh, i wonder why it looked twice as beautiful today. Shinning so bright- almost blue. Shinier than the diamond found in Lesotho. Northeast and Northwest of my inspection stuck in the dark sky so high. Beautiful as it sounds. It was. I wanted to take it's hand and shine right along.