17 Y.O - Patience

..And so, She waits, and waits for the tides to calm and the sun to dim,

For birds to walk and clouds to drown,

Her feet on the cold ground-

in this knotted space, she knots her hands so close to her chest

and whispers,

I still do believe..

-Currently I am at the center of my present and future-

where anytime soon, I could be crushed or relieved..

At the end of this month something will change,

..But I am scared to death that I'm going to be lead down again..

I don't know what I'm going to do if then.

My prayers...aren't working- But I'll still be praying......

xo
+ Please forgive me for my late response on comments ! And thank you to my new followers for following me.. I can never thank you enough. It is actually all of you who inspires me to open up blogspot and keep me writing. Thank you and I will catch up on all of you very soon!,
I just need time to refresh...
xo