I never knew

I never knew I had someone that was seriously caring and looking after me,

It's not that I didn't want to know,

It's that- I really didn't know until I made a huge mistake.

It feels so weird.. It's hard for me to get used to it..

I honestly didn't know my brother cared...

Maybe I am Naive after all.

I really didn't know... I really didn't, and all I can ask for right now is either a time machine or another chance.

I. Have. Dissapointed. Him.

&
I. Have. Dissapointed. Myself.

I'm sorry.

Forgives or not,

After this slip-

I have learned my damn lesson.