Boy ,..

Boy, I miss my brother and father tonight.......
I wonder if I'd pray hard enough, God will thow down some signal to my brother, letting him know how much I miss him. Like I said, my heart never feels calm without him near me anymore. Always, afraid and lost.
And damn,.How I miss my father. I wish I could've heard his voice--
No missing puzzle pieces in the world would ever match up to his voice..
Damn I am so depressed