imaginary

I love the fact that my life roles as a film. Everything i read, everything i imagine, everything i think of is filmed into a movie in my head. So basically, i watch movies all day. It's very entertaining.

I've found out a few days ago that, my power of imagination has grown into such a great level that, it's hard for me to break out of. It's serious, but in a good 'imaginary' way.

These days, its so hard trying NOT to put things into movies.

The novel I'm writing... i probably wouldn't have gotten this far if it wasn't for the film inside my head. Everything is set like a picture- a moving a picture. Its like I'm right there either playing the role or simply following her around.

The picture is so clear that i fall so deep into it-

once i open my file to my chapter, it gets hard for me to fall out of it

when when i do, it takes a while for me to get into.

Just like watching a movie from the complex.

But i catch up quick.

Like earlier, when i was just sitting back from my chair, reading the chapter over again to pick up where Taylor left off, i fell into a new universe- and i stood right beside her.

Everything see comes to live- in my own eyes ( when they are closed )

And sometimes, i like that world better

but when I enter Taylor's, i feel greatful for mine. :)

I think i am a dreamer

a Creator?

maybe its time for me to bring the dreams alive

and the things i created

into 3D.

I think that's my mission..